Am not really good at English so I google translated it :
"I'm afraid of never finishing my album, I have no more inspiration Anyway, I don't want to become a singer anymore, I have more than fifteen years ... When I watch my clips I find that I am sorry What I tell in my songs is clichés, it's not the truth Fame scares me I'm afraid of toasting my wings to want to shine in the spotlight Deep down, I don't give a fuck about what people say I get lost between what they expect of me and what I really am Every day I do the actor ... I pretend I make up the fear by joking I'm wasting my time asking myself questions instead of acting I'm afraid of depression, I'm afraid of the future and its disappointments The more I grow, the more time passes and the more I am disappointed In the grip of the anguish of future injuries The more I look for excuses, the more I get bogged down I get drunk on negativity, and I feel alive Often I am afraid of boredom, I am afraid that I have no reason to complain Yet I feel sad all the time, I feel empty I'm afraid to be normal, to be average, neither too bad nor too good I think I'm worth nothing ... I'm afraid of my loved ones because they know my weaknesses, my Achilles heels They know how fragile my foundations are They trust me for now, but when I let them down They will be near me, ready to strike first I'm afraid my parents hate me Since I was thirteen I regress, I hurt them, I stress them I let go of what they taught me to do nothing but shit As if I was better than my father, as if I was better than my mother They believe that they love me, me, I believe that they hide their faces I think they love the one they dream of seeing in my place Because they don't know what's going on behind the mask What is behind the picture, because they don't know my real face When I say that I hate girls, I give myself credit I never really invested myself, I fled I cheated on my feelings believing I was staying true I dodged love for fear of getting fucked Out of cowardice, I believed that the more I attached myself the less it worked I betrayed, I messed up, I hated, I banished What have I acquired besides remorse and illness? Nothing except the fear of being alone all my life I believe a little in God, but not really I will go with the disbelievers when I go with my feet in front I'm afraid of being drawn to nothingness I feel so good in the dark, I feel in my element I want to jump into the void, to pass the rope around my neck, to drown To cut my veins from the elbow to the wrist I want to put a bullet in my head but I don't have a gun ... Look me in the eye, you will understand that I'm just a bastard I'm afraid of losing I'm afraid of failure I'm afraid of losing I'm afraid of failure, afraid of failure ..."
It's not his song but he said that it's like the story of his life, so touching