And now on to my result... First of all, don't get me wrong, I am
extremely thankful for having been a part of this final!


But I can't hide the fact that I felt undervoted throughout most of the voting...


Maybe I just expected more than I should've and got touched by my own song too much... And it was a strong final after all, it's really hard to say that most of you didn't deserve high positions in the scoreboard!
And at the same time, I
did notice that I received high points from the nations I don't usually get such points from and
it is one of the most precious things to experience in NSC, I can't even deny that!!




Thank you, my precious fellow NSCers for helping

end up on the left side in this tough finall!!



Orsa
And after this all, I notice that

actually won its semi???



THAT REALLY FEELS LIKE A CONSOLATION PRIZE, THANK Y'ALL SO MUCH!!!!


Also, I feel a little bit
jelös that

, my

, managed to do so well with
bbno$ since I loved his recent tracks so much, including this one, and I don't think I'd ever feel confident enough to send him (even if I wanted that so much!!) because I thought it would be a sure way to get bottom-3 in the semi

But I'm glad the risk paid off for
@Canuck!
Y'all could've kept him in the top-3 tho for sake of fairness 

Feel free to hate me for my toxicity and my arrogantly high expectations!
I'm sorry tho