25 years of following this contest, I had more or less forgotten what it feels like to root for your own country. I've seen Sweden send so much stuff that simply doesn't represent me, from living in the past with schlager divas to forced generic pop. Sure, there have been a handful of Swedish entries that I've liked or even loved, but none that have connected with me on a personal level the way this does, not unless you go all the way back to my ESC beginnings and Roger Pontare!
Of course a lot of it has to do with having listened to and enjoying KAJ years before, I was well aware of their talent and multifacetedness, but the entry still blew me away in MF! It's such a complete package of a slick show, a melody with a great hook, warming light-heartedness and a good showcase of what KAJ and Fennoswedish culture is all about, a revue condensed into three minutes! I've dreamed for a long time that Sweden would try a new direction, something that agrees more with my tastes, but I never thought it would be
this good!
I don't dare getting my hopes up too much for tonight, but regardless of what happens I'm so proud of KAJ for what they've accomplished, grateful to Finland for the loan of their most precious gems, and so happy I got to experience being represented by them! Also worth mentioning, I lost my grandmother the day after the MF final, and this song and everything surrounding it has helped me get through the past few months still allowing myself to feel joy alongside the grief. Thank you KAJ for everything and all my love and support to you tonight!